* estrella :)

2004-09-09T12:18:00.000+08:00

gah, some stupid internal error! i just blogged and tried to save it, but now it's gone. dumb.

i was so lazy yesterday, i slacked like nobody's business. and tada, i only completed 2 pathetic chapters of physics. now i'm left with 2 chapters; radioactivity and electromagnetic induction. gonna finish them both today. then i will spend the remaining hours on biology, try to do as much as i can. so at least i can start on additional mathematics and a little of chemistry tomorrow.

but i'm going out with my mommy later on to buy joss paper, so i've lost a few hours already. decided to pick topics for biology ;l gotta take a risk this time by studying the human body related topics and genetics.

i've yet to start on history, and the paper is on monday itself. i've no idea which topics to study for though. but we're having history lessons this saturday morning. so maybe i'll ask around, and then mug for history on the weekends. i'm meeting baby on saturday for a short while, then it's back to the books again. it will be three weeks later, till i get to see him again.. his prelims end one week later than ours, so yeah.

okay, radioactivity.

2004-09-08T16:00:00.000+08:00

back from school! did the additional mathematics june 2004 paper one, and it sucked! haha, cus' i couldn't do the questions. i thought it was alright when mr lee went through, but i just couldn't do them! like, argh! practise practise. mathematics's a chunk of fugly shit.

went for lunch with karen, geraldine and izzat. then packed hokkien mee back for mrs yong! asked her questions on organic chemistry, ionic equations and some other questions. went to watson to search for my mentholatum lemon lipbalm, but it was out of stock. so i went over to venus, found my lipbalm! bought it, and another lipbalm from mentholatum lip ice too, but it's the moisturizing one. heehee, i love lipbalms! :))) spent a whole 10$ on them.

home now, have to do revision later on. i think i'll stay up tonight if possible. planning to complete at least 3 chapters of physics, 4 chapters of biology and do some fugly mathematics sums. yes, additional mathematics (to hell with that). i think i'll have to concentrate more on the human-related topics for biology, or start revision from the back. i'll never have enough time to complete all the 21 braincells-killing chapters. yay, hoping to start on chemistry tomorrow! haha.

last night was shit. like, quarrelled again. blah ;l quite bad uh huh. things are better now. i'm sorry. i should have seen it coming. love*

alright, off to slack/rest!

2004-09-07T18:46:00.000+08:00

uh, feeling so tired. :( slept at 12 last night, after having this quarrel with baby. uh huh, but things are all fine and peachy now. yup.

completed another 5 chapters of physics today. i'm left with another 5 chapters and then i'm done with physics for the prelim exams. but i think i need to go through electricity again, haha. i attempted the tys without studying that chapter in detail. so yeah, doubts here and there. not planning to continue with physics later on, but start on biology; the subject with the most content to absorb! ;l

math lesson with mr lee at 8 am tomorrow. then staying back to ask mrs yong about organic chemistry. yup, i've yet to touch on chemistry. uh huh.

i miss my boy.. he's probably revising for his prelims too. feeling a little sick of all these studying. oh well. gonna go have dinner, have a short tv break, then bathe, and back to the books again. i can't wait for everything to be over. -big sigh-

2004-09-06T21:03:00.000+08:00

:l taking a break, or rather going to bath! so i think i did about 6 chapters just now. it was fun drawing ray diagrams. haha, or maybe those questions in the tys were about the same. but still, i'm not sure of thermal physics and a few doubts on waves.

my 4th aunt came over just now, and made a din lah. haha, damn noisy lah she. then i couldn't concentrate well. i was studying at the dining table in the living room you see. then my mom came out of her room, sat at the dining table and both of them started to talk, but it was ok lah. might be going for a haircut with my mom tomorrow! haha, maybe. :) might have to help her carry all the incense paper tomorrow.

oh well, going to bath soon. and continue with refraction. i need to finish up to sound today! ;l

2004-09-06T15:03:00.000+08:00

i've just completed one chapter! haha, damn it. the chapter on work/power. i'm still not clear about the conversions of energy. how would i know if a loudspeaker contains electrical energy before use, and then that electrical energy is converted to sound energy after use?! and some other weird appliances lah. haha.

moving on to thermal physics soon. i hate those few chapters. argh, conduction, convection, radiation. definitions after definitions. i'd rather do some calculations! :l boo.

i've used up an entire roll of tissue. my nose is killing, argh. and i bet it's gonna start peeling again. blah. i'm so bored. i don't wanna do thermal physics!

baby's out accompanying yisong for his hair cut now. he's cutting some funny hairstyle i think, cus baby said yisong's gonna cut botak when school reopens, which is next week. just one week, haha stupid. :X

okay, i'm gonna go back to the books after this song ends! westlife - soledad. :)

2004-09-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

for today, i'm only done with 5 chapters of physics and their respective questions in the tys. damn bloody slow right! and they are rather short chapters. haha. damn it, i shouldn't have watched tv, used the computer, walked around the house, went down to ntuc to get some junk food, lazed around in between. yawns.

it's already monday tomorrow! i still have exactly 7 days before my doom. haha, history and physics paper together. i have yet to start on history. this is bad, damn bad! argh. i'll have to complete about 8 chapters of physics tomorrow! if possible, read up a little on history. it should be possible, provided i wake up earlier, and since my sister is going out. yay.

there's so many nice movies screening right now. what a time to screen them. damn it! there's so many movies that i wanna catch. but there's no good soul who's willing to bring me to the cinema. or rather, go with me. damn! i wanna watch anacondas! 13 going on 30, cinderella story. damn it! grrrr. baby will kill me with a straight no if i ask him. hahahaha. yeah damn.

i'm still left with a couple of questions on moments, and a whole chunk of doubts. haha. watch channel u at 1030 pm! some ghostly show about kum kum, i don't know what's kum kum. toodles.

2004-09-05T10:18:00.000+08:00

haha, i dozed off last night while smsing baby. haha! i didn't even remove the rubber band on my hair. sheesh, yeah. my hair was in a total mess when i woke up this morning.

alright, time to get some work done i guess. update again later, if i ever accomplish something, that is.

2004-09-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

:) haha! got home not too long ago.

met baby in the afternoon! heehee. but he looked rather tired, haha. he slept at 0650 when he reached home this morning. then spent some time with him. talk shits, and stuffs. :) after that, his friend called when it was around 0645 pm, and told him there's tuition. haha, then he went home to get his bag while i waited for him downstairs. he passed me his phone, for i don't know what reason? haha. then suddenly the phone rang, i was like wtf. it was his mom, but i didn't pick up lah. haha, she kept calling and i think there was 5 missed calls. then took the train with him, but he alighted at serangoon.

started yawning like mad when i was at the bus stop waiting for my bus home. haha. then my cramp was acting up again. yuck, periods suck. ;l lucky it's the holidays. but hey, that means i'm gonna lose time for studying. hur hur. i hope the cramps go away tomorrow, which i guess probably not. cus day two usually hurt the worst. argh.

gonna go watch tv and snack on mamee while waiting for my sister's tuition to end! :D

2004-09-04T11:37:00.000+08:00

i am so bored, so damn bored! :( i didn't manage to revise physics last night. i spent my time watching tv and sleeping. haha :l then baby went to one of his friend's dad's wake, so i had no one for company. i got so damn bored, i threw a tantrum at him and went to sleep. haha damn it.

guess i'm gonna be stuck at home today! so bored, argh. my stomach's grumbling. i wonder if my maid is done with all the cooking. *sniffs*

i am so bored. obvious ain't it! anyway i found my all time favourite song! westlife - soledad and alicia keys - if i ain't got you :) had a hard time searching for them. damn that congested irc. i'm going nuts, i'm so bored! hurs.

messaged him but there's no reply yet. i bet he's still sleeping. damn.

2004-09-03T18:13:00.000+08:00

uhs, just woke up from my nap. :) anyway, we were dismissed at 1230 pm today! haha, no higher chinese! then i went to jurong point with geraldine. she got laychoo's present while i went to collect something, and i got a new purse for myself. haha, so pretty okay! as in, it's pink with white and dark pink hearts all over. :D initially, i wanted to get the other one, white background with pink circle prints. looked rather retro but geraldine said they looked like dinosaur eggs to her. haha, went home after that.

reached home, then went down to deposit my allowance for september into the bank. haha, i saved 50$ last month! :) yay, good achievement right. and i'll be having prelims for the whole of this month, i think i can save even more. so that means, i'll have more cash when i go shopping with the girls after prelims! lalala.

blah, no school tomorrow, until wednesday. gonna go back to school for maths in the morning, and then look for mrs yong after that. organic chemisty's so complicated ;l alright, gonna do my physics revision and attempt the tys tonight.

2004-09-02T14:39:00.000+08:00

english paper one was alright, leaflet for situational writing, and then i wrote laughter for narrative. but paper two was tough, now i'm afraid i will fail english. oh man. screwed ;l

hm, wang cong came back to school today. our secondary one chairperson! but she left for canada in secondary one. i think she hasn't change much, yup. took some photos, and then i left with madeline for lunch. was planning to ask mrs yong some chemistry questions today, but she wasn't in school. tough luck.

have this urge to go down to the saloon now and ask the hairdress to layer my hair. and i want it super layered. but i'm too lazy to drag my bum down. blahs.

okay, i need to go bathe and get some work done. i need to do some work! :l

2004-09-01T20:46:00.000+08:00

i'm bored and my mouth's itching for something spicy. haha, but i can't. i accidentally bit onto the side of my mouth when i was eating dinner the other day. now it hurts like mad.

so i did chemistry today. yup, the sets of papers mrs yong gave us. managed to complete 2 and 3/4 sets. haha, so i'm left with 2 and 1/4 sets. :)

boo school tomorrow. english prelims! :l gonna revise for it in awhile. i hope informal or formal letter comes out for situational writing! yup. gonna stay back after the papers with the yayas to ask mrs yong about chemistry.

i'm so tempted to go to town and do shopping. argh. there's so many things i wanna get! so so so tempted, but i have to resist this feeling until prelims are over, which are in about 3 weeks time. hm, maybe by then i'll have already lost the urge to go shopping since the os are just around the corner.

i miss my baby. :(

2004-09-01T09:43:00.000+08:00

happy teachers' day!

sigh. i guess baby's knee injury is getting worse uhs. he said the wound wouldn't stop bleeding and he feels this damn strain on his knee, similar to the one when he injured his ligament the other time. :( i know nothing about injuries, and there's nothing i can do to make him feel better. feeling useless.

woke up early today even though there's no school. planning to complete some work later on. i've still got 4 sets of chemistry papers to be done. and also, revise for the english papers tomorrow. oh, we did the o levels english june 2004 paper a few weeks ago, and i got a 30/50. good? not good enough. i don't know. if time permits, i shall do a bit on sciences, and history.

hm, i don't know. i know this prelims is important because of our chances of entering a jc in the first three months next year. then again, i'm not sure if i wanna enter a jc or a polytechnic. so maybe, i would say, entering the first three months or not, it doesn't really bothers me. but, i don't wanna screw up my prelims like how i screwed up my pre-prelims, coming home with a L1R5 of 43. lol, that's a crazy number! just wanna do fine this time round, and go home with an L1R5 which is so much lower than that crazy number. like half of it!

oh wells. i can't wait for the big fat os to be over and done with. then i can sleep all i want to. oh, it's september already. if i exclude the practical exams, then it's exactly 2 months to the first o level paper, which is higher mother tongue.

2004-08-31T21:02:00.000+08:00

got home about an hour ago. :) went to the library to get some work done. yup, did 20 questions on differentiation and a little part of my chemistry papers. there's still so much work to be done. sigh.

so, we had teachers' day celebrations today. we had the campus relay run and stuffs. wrote little notes in between for the teachers. and we had our chinese test after the celebrations which ended before 10 am. mdm ang was nice enough to get rid of the zao jus, haha. so we just had to fill in the blanks! got 80 despite not putting in much effort. :l

a day off from school tomorrow. guess i'll have to spend my day doing papers, after papers.

2004-08-30T16:42:00.000+08:00

wait wait! happy eighth monthsary baby! :) i love you! muahaha, i hope you liked what i sent you last night anyway :D

school sucked today. haha, monday blues, how true! :( i woke up to find the face area near my nose aching like i'm pressing on a bruise. argh, i wonder what's happening to my body. and i was almost late for school despite waking up early, because i was thinking about that pain on my face the whole time. then lessons as usual. got back the emaths prelim 2003 paper during maths lesson, i got a 69 for overall. well, :l then you can smell smoke in the air, you know everyone's burning incense paper now yeah, and that smoke kinda choked me up. i so wanted to die. can't even breathe properly. blahs.

had some campbell soup for lunch, gonna go bathe soon. and start studying for that freaking, disgusting chinese test. guess what? it's after the teachers' day celebrations. so we've got to stay back for that damn test!

big sigh! :(

2004-08-29T20:38:00.000+08:00

:l didn't do much this weekend, hur. higher chinese test on tuesday, the whole of 4B, i've yet to start on it. yucks. and i've still got an english comprehension to complete, by tomorrow i think.

so anyway, met baby in the morning. yup, passed him the card i made! haha :) hm, i guess his injury isn't as bad as i thought? yup, i was expecting a really big wound that's bandaged up, but when i saw him it was just plastered up. haha :D

yay boring lah. i miss him :(

2004-08-28T18:11:00.000+08:00

singapore's weather suck, sometimes. like today! i almost melted under such heat, such humidity. i wanted to die, haha. anyway, had history lesson as usual with ms low in the morning, was supposed to have physics with mrs oon but she cancelled it last minute, for god-knows-what reason. loitered around in school for awhile, watched the rehearsal for the teachers' day concert, i thought it was boring, hell yeah. then went up to mrl to find joline! haha :)

we left for jurong point then, and shopped about lah. went to find the espirit tote bag i wanted, but it was out of stock, and the salesgirl has no idea when the stock will come. she said that a lot of customers were requesting for that tote bag too. haha, see! i've good taste. it's so pretty, black and red. heehee. :)

yay, meeting baby tomorrow! i'm going over to his place since he's injured. haha, i guess it's quite bad this time round.. if not he wouldn't be sent home from school. elephant elephant. haha. bleh, gonna go bathe now and do some chemistry. i love to sing, i love to sing! :)

2004-08-27T14:23:00.000+08:00

yayness! all the practicals for prelims are over! :) hee, had our biology practical today and it was quite good! i mean, i think i can do the questions. should be alright, i guess. we were given 3 specimens, a peanut, half a tomato and a snow pea. then we burnt the peanut to heat the test tube of water, haha so damn fun! then had to draw labeled drawings of the tomato and snow pea, i think it was ok. then questions on food test! hoho, test for fats in the peanut, and for protein in the snow pea. haha! :)

so i can finally settle down and concentrate on the written papers. gonna finish up the physics revision worksheets later, we're having physics remedial tomorrow and mrs oon wants to go through the answers. and i have to finish at least 2 sets of chemistry paper later, i have got a total of 5 sets to complete by september holidays. lol, which means next week?! screwed, hoho.

got a sms from baby after my practical, and he's at home. why? because he fell down during pe lesson in school this morning. so he's injured, on his knee again. so clumsy right? shouldn't call him a pig, should change it to elephant. haha! oh well, hope he takes good care of himself :)

took 154 home after the practical, while geraldine, geetha and narin went to catch a movie at jurong point. then dropped by the kfc nearby my area to get lunch for myself and my maid. yup. there's still a large whipped potato waiting for me. haha, i love whipped potato! :D

lalala, okie. gonna go hang around in friendster now. tatas :)

2004-08-26T18:31:00.000+08:00

:) had my physics and chemistry prelim practicals yesterday! i thought it was alright, but i think i've made a few careless mistakes. there goes my hope of getting a full mark for the chemistry component! :( physics was alright, but yeah, physics practicals are my downfall. haha, okay a little too serious.

had our social studies prelim exam today. oh well, i didn't manage to finish up the paper, like almost half of it. i've got about this 12 mark structured essay totally untouched, a 7 mark source based question undone, and this 7 mark source based question halfway done. lol, it's about 26 marks in all! even if i get full marks for all the questions i've answered, i still fail. haha. so ms low came in for humanities after the paper ended. and we went through the paper, roughly. jiaxin and i were the only one who attempted the structured essay on health care and ageing population. haha, oh well, i mentioned the key point while we discussed, and she said 'almost there!'. then i was cheered up a little lah, but i couldn't remember if i mentioned it in my essay even though i remember jotting that point down on my question paper when i was planning my answers. well, what's over is over.

biology prelim practical tomorrow! i hope food tests come out, argh. i hate labeling the parts of a flower, fruit, whatever. baby's in school now, having their self-study classes. wee, so bored right now. alright, gonna go watch tv!

2004-08-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

because my heart is breaking
with every word i'm saying

i doubt i'll be updating anytime soon. i'm just too bothered with school work, and some other stuffs like relationship problems. they suck my blood. there's just too much to take. sometimes it hurts so bad, and i end up crying myself to sleep at night. haha! oh well, this is life, isn't it? now that i've said my share, i shall take my leave. goodbye.

2004-08-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

haha, moodswinging like some bitch now.

prelims practical exams next week, and also social studies paper.

sigh, stress stress stress.

some things are better left unsaid, isn't it?

see ya.

2004-08-17T18:57:00.000+08:00

we had pe today! :) we played one whole hour of rugby! haha, and it's not touch rugby, it's contact rugby! the damn rough one. damn fun ok! we were like pulling each other's shirts, whacking, snatching the ball and stuffs. hahaha, damn fun! then when i was running with the ball, geetha hugged me, and i felt like i was suffocating okie. so fucking fun! can't wait for the next pe lesson :)

got 26/30 for chinese spelling even though i didn't really study for it. hehe lucky me. :) then was pretty tired the whole day cos we played one whole hour of rugby, and i was running around the field like some mad cow. haha. studied during focus, and i realise next week's our prelims' practical exams! physics, chemistry and biology : argh. and our social studies paper on the 25th august. goodness, prelims' coming so so so soon! :(

boo, alright gonna go offline now. byebye! anyway marilyn, after i answered her question, she said thank you and i left! :)

2004-08-16T18:17:00.000+08:00

gce o level english oral today. quite okay, but i don't get it. the examiners kept laughing at me. 'will you pamper you pet?' they asked, and i said 'if i can afford it, i might!' then they burst out laughing. haha?

nothing eventful today except for oral, quite okay lah. my stomach was feeling so queasy the entire morning. and it went away after oral ended! :) did amaths during focus, i can do queenstown amaths paper 1! :D

i miss you :) byebye.

2004-08-15T16:31:00.000+08:00

WHY WON'T YOU LET ME GO WATCH THE FIREWORKS? I'VE BEEN STUDYING SO MUCH HARDER COMPARED TO LAST TIME THIS WEEKEND. I HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN SLEEPING WELL. I NEED A BREAK, I WANT TO GO OUT AND WATCH THE FIREWORKS. YOU DON'T EVEN ALLOW ME TO. YOU JUST KEEP ON TELLING ME TO STUDY, BUT HEY I'M HUMAN I NEED A FUCKING BREAK TOO.

WILL YOU ONLY BE HAPPY WHEN I GET SO FUCKING STRESSED UP THEN I START TO BREAK DOWN, AND THAT'S WHEN YOU NEED TO BRING ME TO A SHRINK?!

2004-08-15T14:22:00.000+08:00

; slipped away
; avril lavigne

na na, na na na, na na
i miss you, miss you so bad
i don't forget you, oh it's so sad
i hope you can hear me
i remember it clearly

the day you, slipped away
was the day, i found it won't be the same
oooh

na na, la la la na na
i didn't get around to kiss you
goodbye on the hand
i wish that i could see you again
i know that i can't
oooh

i hope you can hear me
cos i remember it clearly
the day you, slipped away
was the day, i found it won't be the same
oooh

i had my wake up, won't you wake up
i keep asking why
and i can't take it, it wasn't fake
it happened, you passed by

now you're gone, now you're gone
there you go, there you go
somewhere i can't bring you back

now you're gone, now you're gone
there you go, there you go
somewhere you're not coming back

the day, you slipped away
was the day, i found it won't be the same
noo

the day you, slipped away
was the day, that i found it won't be the same
oooh

na na, na na na, na na
i miss you

--

if i could smile, i would. but i can't.

i said the previous would be the last, but i needed somewhere to vent. i feel like a wreck, a total wreck. i wish there was no one at home now, so i can let all these tears flow, let them flow, like never ending.

i'm suppose to be with the books, and other schools papers. but i pretended to be asleep in the room, and cried like some moron. maybe i should drown myself with all the mathematics papers, elementary or additional. you name it, i have it.

i'm irritated. i hate it at home, i want some peace, i want to be alone, i want to be all by myself. all of you stop coming into my room and stop asking me stupid questions.

there's no one to talk to, not even you. so when everybody turn their backs on me, all i have is my bolster, my teddy bear, and myself.

and yes, i have avril lavigne's slipped away as companion.

2004-08-13T21:58:00.000+08:00

just got home. late? yeah quite. it's almost 10 pm already. i went to the library to study with serene, joline and geraldine after my english oral practise session with mrs chua. she said my reading was good! :) and picture, i forgot about the main character's feelings and thoughts. but overall, good. yay, hope i do better for the actual english oral on monday. bless me.

did amaths just now, like about 6 questions in the whole 2-3 hours?! slow ah, hai. gonna go study at the library again tomorrow after history lessons. like all the way up till 9 pm when the library closes. i'm giving up the computer, the tv, etc.

i hope this pays off. i wanna do well enough to enter a jc and a desired course in poly for my o levels, like a l1r5 of 16 and below? i wanna do mass comms in poly, if not business. sigh. i've gotten my first A1 for chinese o levels last year. so i have to get a total of 14 points for the remaining 5 subjects, which includes english, science, humanities, mathematics. but then again, 15 points is not good enough to enter mass comms! ARGH.

this will be my last entry until prelims are over, i hope. prelims in less than 4 weeks. MY SACRIFICES HAVE TO PAY OFF! argh.

2004-08-11T18:21:00.000+08:00

i'm home i'm home! like five minutes ago.

i was almost late for school today, thanks to all the inconsiderate singaporeans who takes the 6:50 am bus 240 every morning. i take the bus at that timing too! if i miss the bus, then i will be at the risk of being late for school! so i got fed up with those people who refuse to move in to the back of the bus, i hailed a cab. stupid dumb dums. make me waste 7$ like that! idiots grr.

then during chemistry practical, i was so dumb, i placed my wrist on the bunsen burner which i had just turned off to get my test tube. and TADA! i suffered a small burn on my right wrist which resembles a crescent. today's not my day? maybe.

physics was fun, haha. kept disturbing the yayas, and i finally got a pretty best fit line for my graph :) hehe. i was so sleepy during chinese, maybe because i slept at 12 midnight sharp yesterday. i was watching the faculty on channel 5. tuesday night movie! haha, quite exciting :) but it was not because of the movie that made me almost late for school ok. i woke up on time, left the house on time! idiots idiots! lol. the thought of them makes my blood boil.

having plans to ask my mom if she'd be nice enough to 'confiscate' my computer. lol. she should! i want her to unplug my computer! i don't wanna be close to a computer :( i wanna study hard for my o levels and prelims exams which are so near! prelims in less than 4 weeks. argh i'm so not prepared, doomed. :( okay, i shall discuss it with my mom when she gets up later.

must pia okay eileen! :D quick motivate me. lol. okay, my sister wanna use her computer already. got to go! byebye and study hard! hahaha.

2004-08-10T14:23:00.000+08:00

good afternoon! :)

got this awesome layout from one of the designers in blogskins. credits to her! :) yup, i'm submitting my past layouts to blogskins too. haha, was having tonnes of fun up there last night. right tuckfoong? lol. cheap thrills. but it's really nice seeing people commenting on your layouts, telling you that they like it! :) hee. my account in blogskins, senseless :)

slept quite late last night, was talking to reuben on msn. haha, he sent me one of his band's songs. nice, i like it! haha, can't wait to hear it complete with vocals :) before that i was telling baby that i will meet him at 3 am in lala land. lol. and i warned him not to pangseh me. haha funny!

i think i woke up around 10 this morning. went online, surfed the net and stuffs. received a sms from baby telling me that he's on his way to his friend's house. and he came online a little while later, haha. talked to him for a little while, then i went asking around about the chalet stuffs for 2D1'02, while he did his coursework. well, he went offline already! i think he's studying at bras brasah with his friends now. yup yup :) not going out with geetha later already.

boo, school tomorrow. have to do my chinese composition and journal later :( sucks big time. i keep listening to zhou jie lun - qi li xiang. haha, oh man. okay lah, i feel like shitting now. byebye! :)

2004-08-09T23:53:00.000+08:00

so boring :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :) forgot to add this when i updated earlier on.

so baby got his new phone, flip phone somemore! see, he's so happy! haha, anyway got to talk to him on the phone earlier on during the evening! :) been smsing him the whole day through, non stop haha. -grins-

got to wake up earlier to finish my chinese assignments tomorrow. probably accompanying geetha to jurong point for her haircut and treatment. gonna get myself another small bottle of black nail polish, i want dark metallic purple too. lime green! and yes, a bottle of nail polish remover lol. i finished up mine the other day when i was trying to paint my toe nails purple. lol. :) yes yes, i've purple toe nails!

haha. i love my boyfriend! :))) and, cheer up qian! -smuacccks-

2004-08-09T14:57:00.000+08:00

i am so bored leh! somebody save me.

was planning to make a new layout just now, then went around to search for pictures. have some ideas in mind already, but i couldn't find the perfect picture, so yeah i dropped the idea of a new layout. so let's just stick with this okay?! baby said the previous one was nicer, hmm.

checked my phone for messages at around 2? but there was nothing lah. haha, obviously i got a little disappointed. then i wanted to message baby and whine, but i didn't. went to the toilet, came back and received a message. guess! haha, yah lah it's from him :) no prize for getting the right answer. he got a new phone together with a plan. ahh! panasonic x66. so cute okay. i want a new phone too! :/ hm, wait. is that telepathy? haha, i don't know. :)

telepathy: the sympathetic affection of one mind by the thoughts, feelings, or emotions of another at a distance, without communication through the ordinary channels of sensation. -dictionary.com

ahh well, monday already. last day of holidays tomorrow. haven't done any work. guess i'll do them later. probably going out with geetha tomorrow. she wants to get a new haircut, and do some protein treatment. haha this girl ah, she wants to spike her hair! i was like, wtf man. hahaha. i think i'll go get myself some new nail polish tomorrow :) like, lime green. so nice ah! :D

okay lah byebye. my moodswings won't go awayyyy.

2004-08-08T20:42:00.000+08:00

i am bored, and feeling like shit now. i mean like, i'm still moodswinging. and still feeling a little depressed, but so much better than the previous days.

i finally got my much needed dosage of baby today, but we didn't spend a lot of time together. it was just a few hours. er, i know normally we just spend a few hours with each other. but today, that few hours seemed so short, like, not enough. you get me?

he came over to my place in the afternoon, then he used the computer while i attempted to finish one of the chemistry papers, but i only completed one or two questions in the end. then he was clinging on to the teddy bear he got me last christmas. and tried to suffocate it. haha. he has itchy hands i swear, he kept digging into the stuffs on my table. he dug out my health booklet, my year book, even my seventeen magazine. and ya, he kept holding on to my teddy bear! even though he's always doing such idiotic acts, but i still love him very much! hahaha :)

then he had to meet his friends, to see the fireworks and stuffs. so sent him down.. okay, i wish he didn't had to go :( but he asked me if i wanted to tag along, i said no. i wasn't feeling well, having the damn cramps. i want to see fireworks too! :( sucks man. everytime i have my period, i get cramps and backaches if not, headaches. and this time round, my back ached so badly i wanted to die :(

monday tomorrow. it's national day, so it's a school holiday. tuesday as well. guess i've to stay at home and complete all the papers and the stupid chinese argumentative composition mdm ang wants by wednesday together with a stupid journal entry, but i can't remember the topic she gave.

it's gonna be another long week till i get to see him again.. this sucks :(

zhou jie lun - qi li xiang
zhou jie lun - jie kou

nice songs. depressing too. weiqi says i've forgotten to take my happy pills. but the fact is i've already run out of them. hahaha :( and they are all out of stock. i can't find them anywhere in town.

baby baby baby. he's my anti-depressant drug. but he's not here now! :*(

2004-08-07T10:51:00.000+08:00

in places no one will find, all the feelings so deep inside..

nobody in this sane world would admit he/she is depressed right? i think i'm just having moodswings. pms you know? :)

but then again, maybe not. because this feeling has been around for quite some time. and it's so hard to get it off my back. maybe it's gonna take a long time before i stop feeling this way. hm, i have no idea. have you? obviously not. haha.

i slept from 950 pm all the way till 1030 am. i mean like, it's not a lot, but it's so much more compared to the 12 midnight till 545 am sleep during the i-have-school-days.

i can't sleep anymore, can i? i've still got so much work to do, other school papers. then take good care of my henna which is like gonna fade in a day or two. study study study. that's all you've been telling me to do.

but then again, sleeping is the best remedy. i sleep to find solace, to stop feeling that feeling, to run away from all my problems.. to run away. no one can find me in my sleep.. can you? :)

i still wanna sleep.. and sleep my life away. bye you fucktards.

2004-08-06T18:54:00.000+08:00

the day.. you slipped away. was the day, i found it won't be the same.

this year's national day celebration's damn good. haha, mrs yong rocks! :) we love funfairs! ^^ anyway, the car washing service went on pretty good, except that i got quite bored after washing mr azmi's car, i went running about like a mad woman in the quadrangle.

haha, 2C1's stall was selling loads of stuffs, and the muah chee ice cream is damn nice! jiahui say they got it from jurong point, i'm gonna go hunt for it. haha, so nice! especially the peach flavoured one :) went for the haunted mansion too, haha. okay they did a great job for the atmosphere, but the 'ghosts' kept stroking my legs with the broom. i was like ?! then i started screaming. haha :D

went to watch the village at causeway point with the yayas, weizheng and qingrui. the show's quite ok lah, wasn't as good as i expected it to be. i thought it was horror, but no, not really. no wonder it's rated PG instead of NC-16. it's about how cruel reality can get, and how some people actually try to run away from it. oh yeah, not really worth your $7.50 eh. i wanna watch the notebook! but baby says prelims coming, so yeah i've lost the mood to watch it lah. oh whatever, don't think i'm gonna watch any movie already. even though i'd die to watch the notebook. bleahs.

okay, byebye. happy holidays.

2004-08-05T22:57:00.000+08:00

so yeah, updating.

school was as usual, a chore! haha, oh whatever. siti and i kept pinching each other to keep ourselves awake during history lessons. and we had like, 2 periods which is equivalent to 2 hours of english today. oh, received our prelims english oral results! i've got a 30/40. haha, 9/12 for reading, 9/12 for picture discussion and 12/16 for conversation! :) okie, pretty satisfied. cos most of my classmates scored around 26/27. hope i'll do as well or even better than this for o's english oral which is coming real soon!

had a talk by one of the instructors from adam khoo, ramesh! haha, he's damn hilarious i tell you. had a great time laughing at his stupid jokes. the talk's named 'i'm gifted, so are you.' haha, cool right ;) the talk ended around 3pm, then went straight back to the classroom block for chinese test. it was okay, but i made a whole lot of careless mistakes, like adding sides which are not suppose to be there, or changing my answers which are actually right. damn.

had focus after the test. did a few questions on emaths and mrs oon came in to go through the physics revision papers. ended around 5pm, then stayed back with the yayas cos they were rehearsing or rather practising for the recollections stuff during morning assembly tomorrow. national day celebrations tomorrow! haha, hope it's gonna be damn fun. 4B1's gonna wash cars! i think we've got 11 cars already. haha, the whole class is involved, so damn fun. hope i have fun! hahaha :) yes yes we'll try to be good children and not scratch the cars of our beloved teachers ;) going to watch the village with the yayas, qingrui and weizheng after the celebration.

long weekend! but i've like stacks of papers to complete, so it's as good as no weekend. hahaha. i like the female version of ou de yang's gu dan bei ban qiu. but i've no idea who's the singer. bleah, quarrelled with baby over something stupid. i don't know if quarrel is the right word to use, but yeah i've got limited vocabulary. pissed, but i can do no nothing about it. i guess he's already asleep so no point!

gonna go watch oc, and pack my stuffs for tomorrow. bye.

2004-08-03T20:40:00.000+08:00

haha i'm still in school uniform! reached home around 6 pm, slacked for about an hour, then had dinner and started working on the physics papers from other schools. managed to do them, but there's still some blanks here and there. and i went down hunting for muesli bars just now, but to avail. well, the ntuc opposite sucks. hahaha :)

going to bathe after blogging, then study for the chinese test on thursday. or do the other schools papers for higher chinese, chemistry and a/emaths? i don't know, but priority-wise, chinese test! yay, national day celebrations this friday in school. haha, will be washing cars of our teachers'! haha, hopefully it turns out fun. ;) and probably heading to town to watch the village. :D then followed by a long weekend piled up with papers and more papers.. papers are eating all my braincells!

haha okay, i think i shan't update as often anymore. FOCUS! :

2004-08-02T19:30:00.000+08:00

today's weather super chilly, woo. hmm, i think it rained since 6 pm yesterday until about 12 noon today. i think so. school was fine lah, boring though. i was reading my book instead. oh, i borrowed this book, about a young girl's life in modern china. startling moon by liu hong. quite interesting haha. all about chairman mao and his cultural revolution shit. ;)

then had focus after school, since we didn't have lifeskills today, we started at 2 pm, and ended at 5 pm. yeah, i completed my chinese journal and letter writing, and about 5 amaths questions from the xinmin secondary school paper. think i gonna continue later? :)

okay lah, probably gonna bathe soon.. okay, going off to reply baby's sms. his dog bit my earphones. lol. bleah :p

2004-08-01T22:27:00.000+08:00

bleahs, met baby in the afternoon just now! :) and that boy only told me that he was coming when he's already at redhill.

haha, passed him the textbooks, magazines, postcards and our diary. okay, it's so obvious that he's so damn happy with his physics book which i got it all wrapped up with spiderman. hahaha! if you see this, please don't deny okay?! :)

oh well, i like the effects too!

then it started raining, and he wanted to wait for the rain to stop. so we waited, and waited.. after one hour later, it was still pouring. but it was getting late eh, so i made him take a bus to the station. and he left.. then i went home, drenched though.

reading through my grammar log now. oral tomorrow, i'm hoping it gets postponed or something. haha. school tomorrow, focus program starts tomorrow. life's boring.

2004-08-01T13:18:00.000+08:00

i don't wanna go to school tomorrow. :(

so yesterday i met up with the e3s and went to the library. we had a nice time fooling serene, haha. didn't do much there, was playing most of the time instead. then went to popular to get the pvc plastic roll to wrap baby's books, penknife and some markers. reached home around 8 pm. was pretty tired by then already, then baby said he's coming down from marina square. haha, i was kinda reluctant to go down cos i was so tired, but i went down after my mom left for work anyway. met him at the playground opposite my house. yeah, i was so sleepy i almost fell asleep in his arms. :D he left for his mom's work place after sending me up around 10 pm.

then went home i bathed and went to sleep. woke up at around 10 am this morning, cut out the two spiderman posters, and did the covers for baby's physics textbook. then wrapped it with the pvc plastic cover, now it looks so damn good. haha, i'm so proud of my work! there's still another geography textbook to do, but i couldn't find any nice pictures and with the fact that i'm lazy. so i'm doing a collage for it next week while baby choose the pictures he wants. i think he's coming down to get his books later..

meanwhile, i'll need to complete my chinese homework and some other schools exam papers. then revise for english oral tomorrow. i dread orals, especially english oral. oh man this sucks. i wonder what mrs chua will ask me for the conversation topic. yuck, i hate english orals!

i've wasted another week.

2004-07-30T22:59:00.000+08:00

school was a bore! i swear, a total chore.

when all the others were dismissed at 1230 pm sharp, we had to stay behind for our higher chinese lessons. today's period dragged up to 3 plus, cos we were going through the prelims papers of crescent and chinese high. headed for home after i've handed both the papers up. slept for awhile and prepared for school, then woke my mom up from her nap. headed back to school with my mom this time 'round. had to meet mrs rajah to get my report book. haha, my results are so bad! but my mom didn't really scold me for it, she just told me to work harder. :) what a sweet mom i've. haha, and she brought me to macs for dinner. then she told me how she used to eat 3 fillet o fish burgers when she was pregnant with me. lol.

headed home after dinner, took a shower, used the computer and stuffs. wrote a short card for baby, slipped it into the pencil case. met him at the void deck, and passed him the stuffs he wanted, while he passed me a whole stack of books and a pile of magazines. he wants me to wrap the books up with the magazines. he has two physics textbooks! anyway, the FiRST magazine he passed me has a giant poster of wonbin! hahaha, i'm so gonna tear it out! ;) lalala. then went home around 10 pm!

have yet to pack my bag for tomorrow's history lesson. looks like i can't sleep in late tomorrow! lesson starts at 730 am sharp. then i'm heading home first, before meeting the e3s at jurong east library to study in the afternoon. i've got a long day ahead! haha. anyway, i checked the dates for my gce 'o' level english oral examination this afternoon, and it's on the 16th of august. that's about 2 weeks from now. and i'm having an oral session with mrs chua this monday. jitters, jitters!

okay, guess i gonna sip on some heaven and earth's calamansi-lime green tea while packing my bag! haha, it tastes damn good, go try it ok? :) good night and sweet dreams.

and baby, happy seventh month. :)

2004-07-28T21:13:00.000+08:00

my shoulders are aching! i'm feeling so tired, physically. what about mentally? maybe. so sleepy, but i can't sleep yet. i've yet to shower.

got a mountain-like stack of papers from the teachers today. physics, mathematics, chemistry. i bet there's more coming up. and mdm ang has long given us papers from other schools. she wants to go through crescent and chinese high's papers on this friday, but i've yet to touch them. er, and i've no clue where they are now. haha.

went to the library after school with e3, did some work there. finished about 30 physics mcqs there, and a question on transformation. hur, so little work done! boo. i've still got so many more papers to do. i'm dying. i've got paperophobia. hahaha rubbish lah.

prelims coming up in < 5 weeks! i need to get < 20 for my L1R5 okay! guess i wanna try out the first three months life in jc to decide whether i really wanna head for a jc or not. i've got a freaking 43 for preprelims hahaha. my mom has to come down this friday to see mrs rajah/mdm liujian and mr hang. this sucks big time. and we've FOCUS program from next week onwards. monday to thursday, 3-5pm! :/ let's hope it does me good eh? haha :)

right, i'm gonna go shower soon. and i've got new scent! as in perfume. yayness :) it's called Mirage. hehehe, smells sweet. yums. i miss my baby! :) he's having tuition now. yup. i guess i won't be updating as often already, gonna get real busy doing all the papers, preparing for prelims. yeah, so till then!

byebye.

2004-07-27T20:19:00.000+08:00

we'll be given love if we learn to trust. - trademark; only love.

as usual, i'm feeling lethargic. :

went to town with madeline after school and headed straight to paragon's quiksilver outlet. haha, got baby his pencil case, the last piece! :) then went to cineleisure for pastamania, our late lunch. ate creamy chicken spaghetti, quite nice! then walked around, went to orchard's popular when it was getting late. bought stationeries and left for home.

i caught this secondary school malay boy staring right into another malay woman's breast. oh my god hahaha. you should have seen it man. he's so, disgusting! staring straight into a woman's breast. gross!

okay lah, so tired. i've yet to take my shower, gonna go after blogging. if not my mom's gonna scream at me. remind me to bring my QA practical book to school tomorrow! :))) byebye.

2004-07-26T19:28:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired, i don't feel like doing anything! :/ i reached home about 40 minutes ago. haha. went to jurong east library with karen, geetha and geraldine. was supposed to study lah, but ended up talking and snacking a lot! but i managed to complete the chij toa payoh emaths paper. gonna complete the graphs later, and do my chinese workbook.

i was suppose to go get my roxy slippers and baby's present today, but i remembered that i promised geetha to accompany them, so i had to change my plans last minute. and haha i'm feeling quite bad now! guess i gotta sms madeline to say sorry?

okay, i'll get them tomorrow i swear and whatever stuffs i feel like buying lah. cus i think this will be my last trip to town until o's are over? i'm not sure. :) waiting for my sister to get out of the bath, i wanna bath. i feel so sticky. stiiiiiicky.

i miss my baby. lol. he's taking forever to reply my smses, but yah never mind. bet he's having fun reading harry potter.

okay, toodles :)

2004-07-25T21:39:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA! i'm so touched! :))) so happy. yay! :)

just when i thought it was all talk and no actions, he messaged me to tell me he's already here! haha :) so sweet. he actually sneaked out just to come over. such a silly boy. haha my silly baby. :))) heehee!

finally got to see him after one whole depressing week. feeling so much better now. i was still forseeing that i'd be so grumpy this coming week in school. but now, it's all sunshine and no rain! haha :) spent two whole hours with him. hehe.

yay! hahaha, i was wishing he didn't had to go. and then again, he has to, somehow. okay, shall be contented with what i already have, yeah? lent him my kuku N7250 with my almost emptied topup card since his phone's lost. and i'm using my sister's sony ericsson T610 now, while she's using my old N8310. see! i'm so nice. THANK ME! :)

hahaha. to think i was whining to qian just now, and having fun KIND of fun doing bulletin posts on friendster. hahaha such a sweet baby! ahh, i'm melting. hahahaha okay lah. byebyebye! school tomorrow. booos. staying back with the yaya girls to study. hahaha.

i love my baby to bits and pieces!!! <3>

2004-07-25T13:23:00.000+08:00

hellos and GOOD DAY! i am so freaking bored right now. hohoho. i have nothing better to do, not including the revision i should be doing, because prelims is in 5 weeks time! the lazy bug caught me while we were playing catching. hahaha :

i am so bored so bored! i haven't seen my baby for a week already. he's grounded haha! :( this is so boring. i wish he could sneak out, LOL just kidding! yay, 5 more days to 7th. :)

been moodswinging like crazy, you may just feel like killing me. yay! suppose to study for the english speech test tomorrow. but i feel so lazy and i need my weekly dosage of my baby darling :( SOMEBODY SAVE ME. oh yes, i am going insane. celebrate people!

michael learns to rock - take me to your heart

SO DAMN NICE! :) oh, i'm losing my voice again. hahaha. this sucks. i'm down with a freaking blocked nose and a hoarse voice. my throat feels so sandy. eh, i miss my baby!!! i sound so lovesick, sorry. hahaha but i am. I MISS YOU! YOU HEAR ME?! maybe not. lol.

take me to your heart, take me to your soul. give me your hand before i'm old. show me what love is, haven't got a clue. show me that wonders can be true. they say nothing last forever, we're only here today.

i thought that sounded nice. eh i'm really bored lah. i'm talking to weekang about dogs now?! lol, i miss playing with baby's dogs. but i miss him so much more.

okay i think you're grossed out. LOL. bye lah!

2004-07-24T15:28:00.000+08:00

you were all the things, i thought i knew

and i thought, we could be

you were everything; everything that i wanted

we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

all of the memories so close to me, just fade away

all this time you were pretending

so much for my happy ending

it's nice to know that you were there

thanks for acting like you care

and making me feel like i was the only one

it's nice to know we had it all

thanks for watching as i fall

and letting me know we were done

2004-07-23T19:37:00.000+08:00

i wanted you to know i love the way you laugh

i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away

i keep your photograph; i know it serves me well

i wanna hold you high and steal your pain

cos i'm broken when i'm open

and i don't feel like i am strong enough

cos i'm broken when i'm lonesome

and i don't feel light when you're gone away

the worst is over now and we can breathe again

i wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away

there's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight

i wanna hold you high and steal your pain

ok, back again :) haha, i'm fine qian! just a little too frustrated over the damn pre prelims results. it was so badly done, really bad! i only passed my languages. how bad can that get? damn bad! i guess i'm feeling better already, and not really brooding over the lousy results. just gonna put in more effort, and try my best for prelims which is in 5 weeks time. :)

it's the weekends! haha :) went to town after school with madeline today. haha, like finally? was hunting for a suitable gift for my baby! haha, our 7th next friday! :) saw a few ideal stuffs, but couldn't make up my mind whether to get this, or that. so i didn't in the end. went over to plaza singapura to check out something again at spotlight after that. hehe, might be making an attempt at it though!

saw a pair of black roxy flip flops at flash n' splash. haha, should i get it? i don't know. i've done so badly for my pre prelims, maybe i don't deserve it. but it's so pretty :/ $29.90! anyone feeling rich? haha :) got myself 2 new hairbands from mini bits. a pink and another blue one. :) went home around 6pm. oh, my maid's back! like finally. yay so boring :/

baby lost his phone, and he's getting a new one. !@#$% haha so unfair! i want a new phone too. winks. byebye!

2004-07-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

i'm not blogging anymore. or maybe for the time being.

i don't know.

but this may be the end of my blogging days.

goodbye.

2004-07-21T19:35:00.000+08:00

screw this! my results are so horrible. yeah, it's really really bad. i won't get anywhere with such results. even an ite wouldn't accept me. hahaha.

boo, i'm so depressed :( and now baby lost his handphone! hai. huo bu dan xing.

go to hell lah. aiyah fuck this.

2004-07-20T19:30:00.000+08:00

damn it man, i failed my physics. argh. fuck it! and the main reason why i failed is because of careless mistakes?! wah damn it man. if i fail my chemistry, i think i'm in deep trouble. this is screwed. i hope i passed my emath. OH DAMN.

2004-07-19T16:33:00.000+08:00

i had a long day. anyway, i just got home from school. actually we are dismissed at 1330 hours today, but mdm ang wanted us to stay back to check the papers. and i had choir after that. but today's choir practise was the shortest ever in history for the secondary 4s. we were allowed to leave after singing a small part of the school song, and voices that care. haha, i think the whole thing took less than 30 minutes.

oh well, got back some of my results today. my results are really really bad, horrendous. you wouldn't wanna know. oh man, i wonder how i'm gonna break the news to my mom. sigh. we got back our amath paper one, biology paper one and two, social studies and higher mother tongue paper one and two. i failed my amath paper one, biology paper one and two, social studies and higher mother tongue paper two. but i passed my overall for higher mother tongue.

aye, i wonder how i'm gonna pass my overall for amath. this is so screwed. i failed humanities, it's a sure thing. sigh :( if things turn out this way for o levels, i'll probably just kill myself. argh.

guess i'll just go handle the household chores now. bye.

2004-07-18T23:18:00.000+08:00

woo, i'm so so bored. i don't wanna go back to school tomorrow!

i'm so tired >:( was so freaking occupied with all the household chores just now. had to sweep the floor, mop the floor, mince the chicken meat, chop the mushrooms, wash the clothes, prepare spaghetti for dinner, wash up the dishes and utensils, hang the clothes, etc. hahaha, i think we can fire the maid already. :D

i'm so in love with lin jun jie's voice, oh my. it's so so sexy, so charming. :) go listen to lin jun jie - jiang nan. hehe! i bet baby will give me that 'what the hell' face if i tell him about lin jun jie. haha, anyway lucky him that he's already asleep!

there's choir after school tomorrow. haha, gonna sing the school song for our graduation ceremony. like, err? haha stupid yeah. oh well. cheryl sent me this song, home, sung by some young kids. it's so freaking nice can?! i feel so.. useless. hahaha. oh my oh my.

ah blah, gonna go sleep soon. but my tummy feels bloated, too uncomfortable.

2004-07-18T14:43:00.000+08:00

life's so boring. :(

i had to sleep alone in the room last night, cus my sister fell asleep in my mom's room. yeah, and i slept around 3. then woke up around 11 in the morning. went to my mom's shop, bought lunch home. hokkien noodles, soya milk + grass jelly. damn nice, you guys should try the drink. :)

then bathed, slacked and shit. gonna go out to jurong point with my mom and sister later. baby's over at his mom's shop in chinatown. that stupid boy of mine got himselft harry potter and the order of phoenix already. he's such a harry potter ass. !@#$% haha.

downloaded a couple of songs. gonna upload them into my mp3 player when i get home later tonight. and i've to sweep/mop the floor later. planning to cook spaghetti for them tonight.. hmm. oh, and school tomorrow. :( i miss my babyboy, so much! 12 more days to our 7th, haha.

go check these songs out. :)
nas - i can
ashlee simpson - pieces of me
yellowcard - gifts and curses
yellowcard - only once
dashboard confessional - vindicated
411 - on my knees
kelly clarkson - walk on by
alicia keys - if i ain't got you
counting crows - accidentally in love
nina sky - faded memories
jojo - leave, get out
kimberly locke ft. clay aiken - without you
lin jun jie - jiang nan
jet - hold on
jet - look what you've done

okay okay, these should be able to keep you entertained for awhile. :) byebye.

2004-07-17T22:17:00.000+08:00

reached home not too long ago.. :)

i met baby around 530pm. yeah, wore my pretty new skirt! and bought him cheesecake too. he's such a pig, haha. then we went down to esplanade. haha, walked around lah, and ended up in the library for quite some time. then went out, so damn crowded. i think i saw a couple of clementeens there. left esplanade, went searching for food. haha :) walked to lau pa sat! lalala. had satay and carrot cake. but the mutton satay was kind of hard. haha bleah. then walked to raffles place mrt station, and went home. on the train, there was this huge group of shuqun primary school students lah. guess they were involved in the national day parade preview today. they were making so much noise i got a little irritated. haha, shared a packet of m&ms with baby on the train. the new one, you know the black and white ones? damn cool! haha but they taste all the same :)

he walked me home, we parted ways. i headed for home, while he headed for his mom's shop over at chinatown. i miss him already.. won't be seeing him tomorrow. gonna stay at home to mop the floor, and head over to jurong point with my sister to get her school shoes and xinhui's birthday present.

school on monday. how boring? sigh, results soon. alright, gonna go iron the clothes now.

2004-07-17T15:11:00.000+08:00

i am so bored. i woke up at about 10 in the morning, slacked and lazed around. then my sister came home from dance. nothing much lah, swept the floor, emptied the dustbins, packed the rooms.

waiting for baby to come over, and he's taking forever. i am so bored, so bored.

i think i'm gonna go bathe now, and cook some instant beehoon lah. update again tonight.

2004-07-16T22:42:00.000+08:00

okie, back home! :) came home around 9pm, and mum called when i was downstairs. so she started nagging and stuffs lah. haha, cus i told her i'll be back around 7+ but i ended up home only at 9pm.

so i met baby in the afternoon! :) then went up to his house for a little while and played with his two dogs. haha so bloody cute. i like! i wanna have dogs too. shouldn't have rejected my mum's friend offer when she wanted to give us one of the puppies.

then went compass point to hunt for xinhui's birthday present, but to no avail. and we went to harbourfront centre later on. he was whining! hahaha. he wanted to play pool, and he was trying very hard to persuade me to play. haha stupid boy. then went arcade! played the bubble game, haha damn fun. especially the panic mode. yay! we reached level 22 i think. i can't remember, or is it 32? :D then played an hour of pool with him lah. i kept embarrassing myself. haha, i kept missing the damn cue. my first attempt at pool. haha. stupid lah! bought subway's sandwich before we left for home. the mustard sucks : haha. but yeah, baby said his was nice, the tuna one. pig.

going to the esplanade tomorrow! maybe dropping by baybeats, hm. i don't know yet. baby's having his math mock exam in the morning. and i hope my mum lets me out. haha, i think i pissed her off by reaching home at 9pm. but, i normally return home around this time, if not later?! oh wells. maybe i shall make it up by staying at home on sunday and do some mini-spring-cleaning project. haha.

eh, i've a new found love! wonbin!!!

hehe, so fucking hot ain't he?! muahs* :))) haha obession! so cute so cute! <3<3<3! hehe, so damn cute can! ahh! *melts*! hahaha :))) goodbye!

2004-07-16T11:16:00.000+08:00

okie, exams are over! i mean, pre-prelims. haha. there's still prelims in september, and finally o levels in november. not much time left though.

science mcq was alright today. i could handle most of the questions despite not studying last night. haha :) okay, i hope i pass this science mcq and it helps to pull my marks up a little. oh ya, that bastard's class was like sitting next to ours, and he actually sat next to me during the paper! i was like what the hell. haha, buy toto also not so easy to kena. haha, but i didn't feel anything lah. just felt weird. if this happend about 2 or 3 years back, maybe my heart will be thumping like mad, and it'll plop out of my body. haha stupid.

went straight home after the paper. yup, didn't join them for spiderman 2 and mean girls. have to clean up the house later. i think i'll sweep the floor today and mop the floor tomorrow night. i've still got to iron clothes later on. haha. i'm allergic to detergent and washing powder! my hands itch like mad after i wash clothes manually. had to bring tissues over to my mom's coffeeshop just now. yeah, i walked there. haha, passed by jurong secondary school and my primary school. memories! :( i miss my primary school days, my primary school friends. well, most of my primary school friends are in jurong secondary. my primary school's building is still there, intact. but hey, the people and the things are no longer there. i wonder where are all my teachers now. sigh.

going out later! :) meeting baby after his mock test. haha yay! gonna torture him with my whinings. haha bleh. my mom will be going to work earlier than usual in the evening. so we won't be having dinner with her tonight. hm, she said she'll be bringing drumsticks home for dinner later. i think i'll bring my sister over to jurong point later at night, after meeting baby. get her school shoes, and get my super cute pair of shoes! haha :) i've plans for tomorrow! haha :) esplanade with baby. yay! baybeats! ;)

i shall slack during the weekend and catch up on my much needed sleep! :) <3.

2004-07-15T15:12:00.000+08:00

boo! haha yay shit, gonna fail amaths!

anyway, i saw TORO today! at jurong point. he was filming a show with fiona xie and xiao qiao from R&B. wahahaha. then called jessica and she rushed over. haha winkwink. :)

tried on the pair of shoes i saw, hm. there's a new color, blue! feel like buying it. oh well, i'm going to jurong point later at night with my mom. maybe i'll get it :) goes well with my skirt. yayness.

anyway, madeline's over at my house now. haha i'm so sleepy. bye!

2004-07-14T16:48:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD :| the maths paper two was tough! i left so many blanks, and i'm not sure of my answers. okay, i didn't revised it again last night nor this morning. YUCK. i hate maths! :(

chinese paper two was.. BAD. i didn't manage to fill up all the tian xie han zi, cus' i didn't finish studying! and i was crapping my way through the comprehension, and i did my summary any-o-how. hahaha. shit.

so anyway, i'm home alone with my mom now. yeah alone, literally. she's taking her nap and so yeah. i just got home from school. my maid left for indonesia already, and will only be back exactly one week from now. now i've got to clean up the house, wash the clothes, do the dishes! but we're going out for dinner at seven later, so it isn't that bad.

amaths paper two tomorrow. i think i'm gonna do badly already. mr lee made me stay back today, i think it's because of my paper one. i screwed it up. i think i'll do some revision for the topics he went through just now, like binomial, matrices, integration and logarithm. i missed some of it lah, cus i was having my higher chinese paper. argh.

i'm having a phobia towards maths. sucks, this sucks. ARGH. okay, my maid's gone, and there's no one for me to whine to now. normally i'll come home and start telling her all about my paper or my day. now? i've no one to talk to. so lonely :| and it's wednesday today, baby has tuition! :(

i'm so afraid of getting back my results slip. sigh.

2004-07-13T22:44:00.000+08:00

haha, i'm screwed! screwed screwed screwed! i'm gonna do so badly for chinese and emaths paper two tomorrow. oh no! :| not like i've doing well for chinese, but just exceptionally bad this time round.

up till now i'm stuck at 4B, with about 10 chapters left. and i only flipped through the remaining syllabus. oh man. die die die. i've yet to study for my emaths! argh. :( shit.

think i'm gonna wake up early tomorrow to finish chinese and emaths tomorrow. i'm dead. hai, bad bad day.

good night. oh, did i mention this layout's dedicated to my baby? loveyou* :)

2004-07-13T15:46:00.000+08:00

yay! new layout new layout! :)

haha, i like the picture! and yeah, of course, my happy ending by avril lavigne! if you haven't watch my happy ending's video yet, you should! haha it's damn nice :)

so anyway, i had my chemistry paper today. eh, i don't think i'll do well, but on the other hand, maybe it isn't too bad. i left a 6 mark question blank. haha, it was on cations and anions. but i didn't bother going through them again. haha too bad eileen!

emaths paper two and higher chinese paper two tomorrow. i'm still at the 17th word of the 1A syllabus. haha. bleah. still gotta revise emaths later on. shit shit shit. i've wasted about 5 hours since i came home. haha shit!

okay lah, byebye. going to study for chinese. hope i don't do badly! cus i'm only going through test papers for 1A-2B. and reading shou ce for 4A-4B.

byebyebye :) my layout nice right! hahaha. i miss my baby.

2004-07-12T13:27:00.000+08:00

oh man, today sucks! got booked for being late, but hey i wasn't late! you bloody moron, shut the damn bloody gate infront of me when the second bell hasn't rung. and i couldn't shit! stupid chandra!

history paper was okay, but i didn't manage to finish. physics kinda sucked. damn damn hard. hur :| gonna fail. eew! chemistry tomorrow. gotta mug tonight, or rather later.

chemistry paper tomorrow, emaths and higher chinese paper two on wednesday, amaths paper two on thursday. science mcq on friday, and i'm free!

yuck, i'm gonna do so badly. sigh. this cannot happen during o levels! i asked myself, 'why are you studying when you so don't like it?' ..'for the sake of my mother and my future.'

i don't wanna disappoint her. i mean, yeah. she's been very understanding towards my studies. she isn't the typical mother who goes around the house chasing her child to study all day and night. she just tells me to do what i should do, you know in chinese, zi dong yi dian. she tries her best to fulfill all my material needs, she gives me sufficient privacy and space. she gives me the freedom i need, in terms of hanging out, choosing my friends, and probably till this stage, my boyfriend. she isn't against me going into a relationship. so what's more can i ask of my mother? she's almost perfect, right?

sigh. i really don't wanna disappoint her next february.

okay, exams are ending soon! spiderman with the girls on friday :)

2004-07-11T11:46:00.000+08:00

yay, updating! as requested from qian :)

i'm like, halfway through this stupid preprelims. erm, pretty obvious i'm gonna do badly. i screwed up my additional mathematics paper one, biology paper one and two, social studies! i think i'm only satisfied with my elementary mathematics paper one :| probably. and maybe higher chinese paper one?!

physics paper and history paper tomorrow! but i've yet to study for them. ah i'm so screwed. studying physics now. about 20 chapters to go. i've no idea how i'm gonna go about studying for history. oh this sucks :| i've yet to touch chemistry too! and the paper is on tuesday.

-.-||| okay, some backtracks. :)

saturday, 3.7.04
met up with the e3z to study :) but they gave me a surprise by getting me a cake, to celebrate my birthday in advance! haha so sweet. thanks girls! :))) yeah we took neoprints too! and studied at jec :)

friday, 9.7.04
the past week was nothing but studying and more studying. then after the biology paper on friday, i went to meet baby after he was dismissed :) like finally! haven't seen him for close to 2 weeks! :) haha went to his place! ahh, his dog so freaking cute ok! played with his dog. haha so cute!! okay, then i think there were times when the doggy looked sad. lol, i think it's because the other dog wasn't around to play with him! haha :) so cute so cute! then left around 645pm i think. went compass point, bought old chang kee and mr bean for 'dinner'! hurhur, then he sent me home :) heehee i love my baby!

saturday, 10.7.04
went to school for mathematics in the morning. nothing much, just did a few tys questions. still gonna fail my mathematics badly. grr. then went home, ate and i slept till 1+ LOL. baby was meeting me later, then i woke up in shock cus i thought i overslept and he could have already reached. hahaha so funny lah. then in the end, there's still another hour till he reaches. and when he reached, i was still transferring songs to my mp3 player for him. so i asked him to wait for awhile. i rushed out after everything was done. then he was sitting at the staircase outside. i was so so so shocked okay. haha but so sweet! :)

then we went downstairs and slacked. bleahs :) lalala. crapped and crapped, then he did something really cheeky ok! haha. okay, then he left around 5+ >:( bleah, but yeah he's gotta go somehow. yeah that silly, i think he went all over the place to get my birthday present. he actually got that happy house pencil case and another pencil case from thirty seven degrees! saw it when we went to citylink the other time. haha, didn't expect him to get it for me.. kinda surprised when i opened the bag up after i reached home. :) thanks baby!!! muacks! haha, i think he went to meet yisong at orchard to play pool!!! bleh.

then waited for madeline's sms, cus she's accompanying me to get my skirts! haha, my sister tagged along. got two skirts at only 10 bucks :) so pretty! haha. yeah, and another pair of socks at 1 buck. that shop's having a clearance sale. yep yep. then went to giordano, got my round neck tee, and another halter for my sister. i'm so gonna get another halter for myself too! haha, should have got it yesterday. had this 20% discount thingy cus it was my birthday :)

ordered pizza on the way home, cus my sister, my maid and my mom was giving me a treat. haha. :D reached home, my aunt was there too. haha, she's always here when we have food. winks. ordered a family meal, one stuffed crust seafood supreme, and another stuffed crust hawaiian lover, 12 pieces of sweet and spicy drumlets. haha yumyum :) was so bloated after the meal.

started cramping like shit. cus i was having my period. argh. just lied down on my bed lah. watch tv, smsed baby and i fell asleep. baby was helping out at his mom's new shop over at chinatown around 12+ in the morning! then i think he reached home around 130am. wanted to reply but i was too tired to do so.. haha :X HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! :X

so today, i woke up around 9, then i bathed. bleah, settled myself infront of the computer with garlic bread. haha, leftovers from last night. got my maid to heat up the bread though. yummy :) sister went out with her friends. yeah, studying physics now. at chapter 3, dynamics. 17 chapters more to the end. i miss my baby!! haha. bleah. okay, i shall bear with it and try to finish physics by 6pm! cus i still need to read up on history. i'm screwed lah. lol. okay, exams are gonna be over soon, shall hang on! haha, then i'm gonna go esplanade for baybeats with baby! :))

thanks to all those who wished me happy birthday! and for all the presents! haha thanks! i'm sixteen!! :)

2004-07-05T02:49:00.000+08:00

this is a reminder to myself. :)

thursday, 1.7.04
~~english language paper one~~
~~english language paper two~~

tuesday, 6.7.04
~~physics/chemistry practical~~

wednesday, 7.7.04
~~social studies~~
~~additional mathematics paper one~~

thursday, 8.7.04
~~elementary mathematics paper one~~
~~higher chinese paper one~~

friday, 9.7.04
~~pure biology paper one~~
~~pure biology paper two~~

monday, 12.7.04
~~history elective~~
~~science physics~~

tuesday, 13.7.04
~~science chemistry~~

wednesday, 14.7.04
elementary mathematics paper two
higher chinese paper two

thursday, 15.7.04
additional mathematics paper two

friday, 16.7.04
science physics/chemistry mcq

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i'm feeling pretty bored right now. studied for about 6-7 hours today. i did 3 chapters of additional mathematics, another 5-6 chapters of elementary mathematics and about 3 chapters of biology. i think i'm behind time. i'm so freaking afraid that i wouldn't be able to finish revision in time. and i've yet to start on my physics/chemistry! ..and yeah history, higher chinese. there's so much to do >:( i'm finishing additional mathematics soon! about 3 more chapters to go, and i'm thinking of not touching relative velocity. it sucks. yuck.

it's about 3 in the morning already. hahaha, wrote baby a postcard and decorated it with popping glitter glue just now :) hee. and a black straw with some words on it. ladeedum. i might just go mad tomorrow. i'm planning to touch on almost every subject, about 3 chapters each. haha, if not i'll not be able to finish revision in time. this is screwed.

i haven't seen my babyboy* for a week already >:( all 'cus of my pre prelims. sigh, why do i have so much to study?! i'm sorry baby..

okay lah, i think i shall go to sleep instead of waiting for baby to wake up and watch his soccer match, darn that pig. good morning!

2004-07-02T12:20:00.000+08:00

i love this song! and it goes out to my babydearest* :)

selena - dreaming of you.

late at night when all the world, is sleeping. i stay up and think of you. and i wish on a star, that somewhere you are thinking of me too. cus' i'm dreaming of you tonight. till tomorrow, i'll be holding you tight. and there's no where in the world i'd rather be. than here in my room, dreaming about you and me.

wonder if you ever see me, and i wonder if you know i'm there. if you look in my eyes, would you see what's inside, would you even care? i just wanna hold you close, but so far, all i've are dreams of you. so i wait for the day, and the courage to say how much i love you. yes, i do. i'll be dreaming of you tonight. till tomorrow, i'll be holding you tight. and there's no where in the world i'd rather be. than here in my room, dreaming about you and me.

corazon, i can't stop dreaming of you. no puedo dejar de pensar en ti, i can't stop dreaming. como te necesito, i can't stop dreaming of you. mi amor, como te extrano.

late at night when all the world is sleeping. i stay up and think of you. i still can't believe, you came up to me and said 'i love you'. i love you too. now i'm dreaming with you tonight. till tomorrow, and for all of my life. and there's no where in the world i'd rather be. than here in my room, dreaming with you endlessly.

dreaming with you tonight, till tomorrow, i'll be holdiing you tight. and there's no where in the world i'd rather be. than here in my room, dreaming with you. i'll be dreaming of you tonight, endlessly. and i'll be holding you tight, till tomorrow. dreaming with you tonight.

okay, i guess i shouldn't be updating already. until my pre prelims are over. i'm pretty screwed right now though. i have yet to finish my additional mathematics syllabus when the paper is on wednesday. and i have yet to touch on elementary mathematics when the paper is on thursday. screwed. don't ya think so? sigh. i skipped the school's annual fitness run at macritchie today. so yeah. good luck to those taking their o levels mother tongue oral and listening comprehension!

so this's goodbye. :)

2004-06-30T23:10:00.000+08:00

okay, just a quick update before i head to sleep :)

school as usual, yep :) did chemistry and physics past year papers, even though i have yet to revise for both the sciences. did the papers with the help of my memory and notes. mrs oon came in for physics, and went through the paper with us. hm, she's quite okay lah. she looks real sweet! :) though married and with a child, but she's got a nice figure! haha :D

went to sumoya after school with the usual gang. played zong ji mi ma there. hahaha my stupid idea. then mixed all the stuffs, loser will eat them. yuck. you should have seen geetha's face when she ate those stuffs. haha so funny.

i just finished revising for my english paper one and two tomorrow. though i'm still not very clear about some formats and stuffs. spent over an hour drawing out all the formats, and clearing doubts here and there with simon and tuck foong. haha. then read through all the structures for all text types, comprehension, composition and vocabulary.

i wanted to sleep early, like at 10pm. but now it's already close to 1120pm. argh, alright i wanna go sleep now.

good luck to those taking their papers tomorrow!

oh before i forget, happy 6th monthsary baby! :) loveya*

2004-06-29T20:48:00.000+08:00

i think today's just not my day. or rather, i'm 'blessed' with bad luck or something.

during pe, i slipped and landed on my knee cus the quadrangle was wet and slippery. got a slight cut on my knee. okay, this isn't too bad, cus i wasn't careful.

then just now, my sister dropped my mp3 player and now it's chipped at the bottom. okay, fine you dropped it. okay, it's not a big matter that you chipped it. but at least say sorry right? so pissed okay. all my belongings, when she uses it, they either end up spoilt, or maybe, almost spoilt. that was what my discman went through. you know, sorry?! it's basic courtesy. oh man, then i kinda lectured her just now for her manners, and she raised her voice at me. argh.

i just received an sms from geraldine not too long ago, she told me her fish tank leaked, and my physics book got wet. so now the pages are wrinkled, the ink smudged, and there's a stench. okay, i'm cool about it. at least she smsed me and told me all about it, and apologised. really, i'm not fuming at this physics book thingy but rather my ill-mannered sister.

sigh, today's just not my day. feeling pretty argh right now. exams are coming, yes the stress is there. and now all these have to happen. then that baby of mine is like missing?! i wonder where the hell he is now. blah, bye.

2004-06-29T17:02:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling so friggin' tired >:(

pre-prelims are so so so near now, it's like, our first paper starts this thursday?! english paper one and paper two. then the next paper would be our science practical on next tuesday, so on and so forth. the next two weeks would be filled up with papers already! :|

i haven't finish revision, oh crap :| there's a lot of work to be done today! not homework lah, but mainly revision and stuffs like that. need to touch on additional mathematics, chemistry and read through china for history. heard that both the additional mathematics and elementary mathematics papers are killers! :/ i don't wanna fail. sigh.

gonna skip the fitness run at macritchie reservoir on friday. haha, gonna stay home to study. i'm getting sleepy :/

okay, probably won't be updating as often.

2004-06-28T18:21:00.000+08:00

so it was the first day of school today >:( haha, it wasn't too bad lah. except for the changing of time table and crap. oh man, we're having mass run on thursday mornings! like what the hell man, mass run?! the school compound is so fuckin' small! oh well, whatever. so we have two time tables now, one for odd week, another for even. just hope i won't mess both of them up. haha if not it'll be horrible. oh, school dismisses at 1430 hours >:(

so after school today, i went to jurong point's mc-cafe with madeline! haha, settled our lunch there. had a chunky chicken sandwich and double chocolate :) yummmy! then we did some revision. i finished up trigonometry ratios just now. then we left around 1715 hours, bought old chang kee for baby. cus' i was meeting at lakeside to get something from him. haha, he's so sweet :) came all the way down just to pass me our diary. haha. i'm lovin' it! :))) then he walked me home, and yep we went separate ways.

gonna bathe and do more additional mathematics later :/ about halfway through. feeling lethargic, maybe i should sleep early tonight. it's our 6th this 30th! but yeah, we've school. booooo :\ never mind. :)

2004-06-27T19:29:00.000+08:00

okie dokie! the reason why i didn't go up to the girl to get my bottle back was because she drank from my bottle. yes she drank from there!!! i was so grossed out i don't even feel like getting it back.

so anyway i went out today! met baby around noon at lakeside, then we went to citylink's adidas outlet to get his adidas polo shirt. oh my god did i tell you he went shopping yesterday?! he's an idiot! he bought so much stuffs! okay maybe not a lot, but he got himself a new ripcurl bag, and another puma bag. and then this pretty nice polo shirt from quiksilver! i wanted to kill him >:( and he got another polo shirt from adidas today. hahaha. then i went to hallmark and got my sister a set of badges from happy house to cheer her up :)

then we went to woodlands library, i did my chinese tys while he did his english comprehension. then left around 5pm. yepyep :) then went to the shopping centre opposite my house, hunting for salons. then there's this salon, pretty new lah. i haven't been there. then it was quite empty, so we went in, and he got his haircut there. okay, i seriously think he looks better now than the previous time he cut his hair when he looked funny. hahaha :P and i did his newspaper cutting reviews for him while waiting! then had dinner and went home!

bleh, i didn't do any studying today. but i dedicated all my time to my chinese tys. boring. school starts tomorrow! even more boring.

have fun kids!

2004-06-26T19:45:00.000+08:00

today's a bad day okay, and i mean really bad.

firstly we sort of got chased out by the fucked up security guard at jurong regional library. i already got his fucking name down and sent a feedback complaining about him. he even threatened a little boy to throw him out of the library. oh man, i was like what the fuck?!

then i realise my pink nalgene bottle wasn't with me, so i hurried back up to the couch to check if it was there. but it wasn't. i couldn't find it, i searched all over the place. so i got really upset.

settled down at a table outside kfc at jurong entertainment centre. then i kept whining to madeline about my missing pink bottle. i was so fucking upset that i felt like crying.

i know you guys will tell me it's just a pink bottle, no big deal. but hey, all my belongings mean something to me! even if it's just a bottle or even a pencil! the other time my yellow pencil went missing, i searched high and low for it. felt relieved i found it in the end, it has been with me since secondary two alright.

then suddenly while whining, i saw the group of malay girls who sat next to us in the library just now. and guess what?! i saw my pink bottle at their table, with the exact volume of water i had in my bottle. oh boy immediately i got so fed up. then madeline analysed the whole situation for me, and came to a conclusion that they stole the bottle when i wasn't noticing. fuck man.

the most shocking thing was that this particular malay girl actually took the bottle home for her own use i guess. oh my fucking god! who on earth would steal a used bottle?! fuck man.

i remember seeing one of those girls in jurong point a few months ago, and she left an impression on me due to her fucking dark eye rings. and i thought what a poor thing she was. now?! i think she fucking deserves it! or something worst!

fuck you. so pervertic. steal a used bottle. it's just 15$! if you want it i can tell you where to get it! cineleisure for 15$ all sorts of colors and sizes. freak you freak you!!!

it's like..

the security guard came and chased us off, then i packed my stuffs. that group of malay girls left about 10 minutes earlier than us. madeline told me she double checked that we didn't leave anything behind. then when i reached the lobby, i realised my bag was damn light and checked, my bottle wasn't around. hurried back up, my bottle was gone. made two rounds and check, but to no avail. and later on that group of malay girls appeared in jurong entertainment centre with my pink bottle.

damn it. what a fucking bad day. and i only managed to complete two chapters of biology cus i was so fucking pissed.

GO TO HELL YOU SICK BITCHES! I HOPE YOU CHOKE TO DEATH DRINKING FROM A WATERBOTTLE!

2004-06-26T10:44:00.000+08:00

i slept at 3 last night, and i'm so feeling so friggin' tired right now. imagine if it's the o levels, and i've got to mug till the wee hours, how am i gonna turn up for my paper?! lol.

will be making a trip down to the jurong regional library with madeline later. actually, i don't like that library, not at all. but we've got no choice cus we're pretty tired of travelling all the way to woodlands. so we just got to settle for jurong, since it's so much nearer.

planning to do my chinese tys later. i think i'll just copy some of the answers from the answer key which i'm gonna tear out later. then do some biology, haven't been touching it since i stopped at chapter 7, nutrition in plants. there's still 14 chapters till the end of biology. yuck.

i've still got elementary mathematics, physics/chemistry, higher chinese, history elective and my physics/chemistry practical to study for. >:(

it's sunday tomorrow. oh no.

2004-06-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

i'm back back back :)

studied at woodlands library with madeline today. yup, did 3 chapters of additional mathematics. pretty noisy today, there were so many big mouths there. got a little irritated though ;) saw ruth and lucas there also!

left the library around 1730 hours or something, went to pastamania! :) hahaha. ordered chicken bolognese and potato salad. hehe, yumyums :D was so damn bloated after the meal, it was lunch cum dinner. madeline had the same as i did :) then we went walking around the mall after dinner. searched for my school shoes. walked in and out of the converse shop for 3 times before i settled on a pair of canvas shoes there. haha, i bet the shopkeeper was irritated.

watching channel 5 now. haha so funny, the young girl's so cute! kiss the pig's eye! ;) probably gonna bathe after the 9pm show on channel 8. gonna do my chinese newspaper cutting and journal later in the night.

decided to do my higher chinese tys. i'm suppose to fill the whole book up with answers. oh man, and the deadline's on 30th june. i've so many blanks inside! shit. haha. i'm so bored now. haha yawn. okay, shall do a little 'quiz'.

I
I AM: eileen!
I WANT: to go on a shopping spree.
I HAVE: all the things that i want.
I WISH: to do well for o levels.
I HATE: backstabbers!
I MISS: my baby and my friends.
I FEAR: pre-prelims/prelims and o levels.
I HEAR: smashmouth - talk to me :)
I WONDER: if i can finish revision in time.
I REGRET: wasting my holidays away.
I LOVE: chocolate/oreo/mocha ice-blended!
I ALWAYS: sleep like a pig.
I DANCE: like a snake HAHA.
I SING: in the bathroom! :)))
I CRY: as and when i like it.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: in a good mood.
I LOST: my mind :/
I CONFUSE: my maid with chim chinese HAHAHA :X
I NEED: more time before school reopens :(
I SHOULD: be studying, not online blogging.

Yes or No
You keep a diary: is this counted?
You like to cook: in a way, yes.
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: er yeah.
You believe in love: yup!

Do you
Have a/any crush/es: no, what about a boyfriend? :D
Want to get married: haha of course!!
Think you're a health freak: no, i pig out on junk food.
Get along with your parents: yep :)

Favourite
NUMBER(S): 7
COLOR: black, white, pink, red.
DAY: sunday.
MONTHS: december.
FOOD: haha too many to list :P
DRINKS: there's so much more besides water!
SEASON: shopping season :X
SPORT: i've no idea, captain ball?

Preferences
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle.
CHOCOLATE MILK OR VANILLA: chocolate milk!

In the last 24 hours, have you
CRIED? nope
HELPED SOMEONE? helped my mom charge her hp.
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes yes.
GOTTEN SICK? no.
GONE TO THE MOVIES? nope.
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yes.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? nope.
TALKED TO AN EX? hm, no.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? this counted?
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? not really.
HUGGED SOMEONE? no.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? nope.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no.
PLAYED ANY GAMES ONLINE? er, puzzle bubble on my mobile.

haha, okay lah. i think this's too long an entry. toodles :)

2004-06-25T09:30:00.000+08:00

okay, let's see what is the time now. hm, about 0930 hours i think.

so i reluctanly dragged myself out of bed this morning, feeling so lethargic. haha :| i slept really late last night okay. ooh, i completed 5 chapters of additional mathematics yesterday. but still with doubts here and there, and it all accumulates to, i am not so sure if i can handle the sums. pretty stupid lah okay. i scored full marks for my binomial theorem test, but i can't seem to remember how to do them when i revised last night. so i'm pretty much screwed. there's still 17 chapters waiting for me, including the recent-taught chapters which i'm really unsure of.

already preparing myself to remain calm when i receive news of my badly done additional mathematics paper.

so yeah, i was filing all my additional mathematics stuff. not even halfway done, and i've yet to bathe! gonna bring all the additinal mathematics stuff down to woodlands library. haha so fucking heavy. will be staying in the library for the whole day. i think i'll do just additional mathematics today, who knows i might just finish everything! :X hahaha just kidding lah. i'll go insane doing so much mathematics.

meeting madeline around 1100 hours at lakeside! need to hurry file up my stuffs and pack my bag. oh, then quickly go bathe and get my maid to make me breakfast. hehe :)

and regarding my higher chinese homework, i still haven't figure out if i should do it or not. how?

2004-06-24T20:22:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored lah :(
and i've got no one to talk to.

i don't feel like studying.
and i don't know what subject to study.

should i do maths, or read biology?
or study for physics/chemistry?

tf said the amath paper will be a killer.
i'm so prepared to fail it already.
-big sigh-

screwed, so screwed!
:|
the holidays are ending..

and i've a whole stack of chinese homework undone.
man, mdm ang's gonna kill me.
i don't feel like doing it,
i mean i don't even have time for it already!

higher chinese people reading this,
are you guys doing the homework?!

2004-06-24T19:15:00.000+08:00

pretty picture from gettyimages :)
yay i love my new layout!

woke up at 12 noon today.
slacked throughout.
haha, watched tv and pigged out.

got really really bored.
then i made myself ice blended milo.
hahaha :)
quite okay, could have been better.

baby's out with his friend,
and i think he's playing pool now.
booo, and i've to face the books.
i guess i'll do more amaths later.

wanted to collect the adidas voucher for baby tomorrow when i go out,
but baby says i can do it after my exams :)
so, i shall do it after my exams.
oh yeah, i'm going out tomorrow!
with madeline, to study :)
planning to have pastamania for dinner.
hoho :) yums.

the weather sucks, argh.
yada yada.
shall go watch tv,
and start studying at 8pm.

sigh.

2004-06-23T21:45:00.000+08:00

watched around the world in 80 days today.
pretty good show :)
took neoprints which turned out pretty horrid.
hoho, sorry.
then ate potato gratin at delifrance.

took 30, and decided to alight at harbour front.
went to the harbour front centre.
walked about the mall.
yup.
found an arcade there,
went in and saw the funfun game.
but it was out of service i guess.
ended up playing puzzle bobble.
i won! :)
saw ruth and lucas there, winks.

took 30 back,
walked to the playground.
saw my mom, shouted for her.
then went to ntuc, got some stuffs and headed home.

:)
back to the books tomorrow.

2004-06-22T16:13:00.000+08:00

i've got a new pair of shoes from converse!
:]
my mom got it for me, hee.

byebyes.

2004-06-21T20:50:00.000+08:00

and all of a sudden, i just feel so moody.
after one sentence,
or rather those few words baby said.

it's my mummy's off-day tomorrow.
so she's probably bringing me out shopping.
i haven't shopped this holiday,
and it's the great singapore sale.
yes, there are so many things i wanna get.
important and urgent stuffs,
like lingerie and such!

i've been studying since 4pm,
with bits and pieces of distractions around.
gonna complete the second chapter of ss soon,
probably moving on to the third.

actually, i'm not sure if i'm stressed up,
or something.
but baby said i'm suppose to be studying,
instead of shopping!
then it just hit me, yes it; moodswings.
then i feel so much like crying.
haha sounds stupid,
but really.
suddenly tears are so near,
but you hold them back.

ay, i'm really not sure.
with the fact that my sister's being such a bitch.
woo, really.
i feel like breaking down.
hahaha.

now i wonder if i should go shopping tomorrow,
but i guess it's obvious.
i'm most probably going shopping.

i hate myself, at times.
you know that?

2004-06-21T13:48:00.000+08:00

good afternoon world !

i was suppose to wake up at 0830 hours ,
to work on projekt nerd !
but apparently i succumbed to sleeping ,
and finally dragged myself out of bed at 1200 hours !

brushed my teeth , washed my face .
sat infront of my computer again ,
and started my usual routine on the net .
this always happens when i attempt to study at home !
had a little chat with siti just now :)

then suddenly i thought of uploading the photos i took with my lousy n7250 on to my computer !
so i asked tuckfoong ,
and i proceeded with sending the pictures to my e-mail account over at hotmail .
hahahaha :)
the uploaded ones on the computer ,
looked so much better than those on my mobile !

now i've plans , to pick chapters to study .
because i seriously have not much time left :/
i'm gonna do that for my combined humanities .
i still have physics/chemistry , biology ,
elementary/additional mathematics ,
higher chinese !

i've procastinated too much .
i think so :/
baby's busy now !
i think he either went swimming or he's down at the gym .
hahahaha :P

gonna go shit , or maybe bathe !
then study social studies with chocolates !
byebyebye !

2004-06-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

back for an update! :)

met baby in the afternoon,
then we went to paya lebar!
went to the singapore post centre,
walked about, went in popular.
okay, no signs of goblet of fire.
went out, took bus to parkway parade.

walk walk walk, so crowded!
went mph, still no sign of goblet of fire.
then we went up,
i saw timothy on the escalator going down!
i turned back and he turned back too.
haha! then i waved to him :)
he waved back too!
haven't seen him for years man!
glad he stills remember me :)
haha so sweet.

then we roamed around the mall.
went arcade cus we had nothing to do.
played this puzzle-bobble-like game :)
haha so fun!
then baby played this tennis game,
okay quite pro.

then roamed about again,
decided to go eat long john silvers.
took bus back to singapore post centre.
ate, and all the usual disturbing stuffs he did.
haha, i drank up all the coke.
ohh i'm gonna be diabetic soon!
oh choy :| touch wood!

then decided to go bras basah.
err is that how it's spelled?
hahaha.
finally found goblet of fire!
bought it :)

then took bus, alighted somewhere near clarke quay.
walked and walked.
finally reach esplanade!
haha so pretty :)
okay, then we had this heart-to-heart talk.
cus of some stupid joke i said.
booo i'm so sorry dear :(

went up to the roof terrace.
wahaha damn nice okay!
and the breeze, weeets :)
left around 8++ i think.
went citylink.
shopped for awhile, fcuk was already closed.
ahh sad :|
then went home, he sent me home yep.
chased him back home after that.
hahaha.

my legs are aching!
boos.

i'll be working on a project starting from tomorrow.
and it's called, project nerd.
oh yes, motivate me!
one more week to school,
two more weeks to exams.
siiiiiigh.

2004-06-19T12:28:00.000+08:00

10 Years Ago, I ...
1. shifted to my current home.
2. was still fighting with my sister.
3. was anticipating primary school life.
4. would cry if my mom wouldn't get me a toy.
5. had a happy family :)

5 Years Ago, I ...
1. was in jurong town primary school.
2. was in primary five.
3. enjoyed school.
4. had no worries about anything.
5. never used to study for exams.

3 Years Ago, I ...
1. i was a secondary one student.
2. got to know new friends.
3. got to know a bastard.
4. was totally heartbrokened.
5. went through a period of depression.

2 years ago, I ...
1. realised i was silly.
2. moved on with life.
3. did badly for my streaming exam.
4. failed maths like drinking water.
5. was still a naive stupid girl.

A Year Ago, I ...
1. got the bastard out of my mind/life totally.
2. i got into a new class with new bunch of friends.
3. sat for my o level chinese exam.
4. fell in love with someone special :)
5. had a wonderful christmas.

This Year, I ...
1. became closer to my cousins.
2. am currently taking my o's.
3. am blissfully in love.
4. realised how important he was to me.
5. got a new mp3 player.

Yesterday, I ...
1. spent my whole day with baby :)
2. did a chapter of social studies.
3. wish he didn't had to go.
4. was happy :)
5. slept pretty late.

Today, I ...
1. woke up to see baby's sms.
2. have to study.
3. ate hotdogs for breakfast.
4. wish i had no major exams.
5. missed my baby so much.

Tomorrow I will ...
1. will still miss my baby..
2. spend time with my baby.
3. try to study more.
4. be a happy girl.
5. wake up early.

2004-06-19T11:21:00.000+08:00

baby came over yesterday!
:)

i attempted to study, while he used the computer.
then i got sleepy, and went to sleep lah!
so he came disturbing me.
haha pig.

then we ate dumplings made by my grandma :)
found out something else,
he prefers nonya dumpling!
hahaha, my grandma made nonya ones.
and he actually added salt into his softdrink.
haha yuck!
his drink tasted a little salty.
-.-''

watched the 7pm show on channel 8,
and left went it ended.
yep, sent him down.
:(
haha booooo.

gonna study later.
been slacking for days >:|
left with one chapter for the secondary 3 social studies.
aiya i'm screwed.

byebyebye.
gonna eat and bathe,
then study.
hopefullllly.

i love my baby.
:)
hahaha.

2004-06-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

met up with geraldine and serene today.
went to jurong regional library.
attempted to study,
but we went chatting at the cafe instead.
had my cookies&cream ice-blended!
haha yumyum :)

we wrote feedback forms and i dumped it into the feedback box infront the stupid librarian.
haha stupid security guard.

went up to the fourth level and study after that.
super super noisy,
and there was this yucky guy who kept showing his boxers.
boooo.
not like he's got some sexy butt.
did one chapter of social studies,
and went through functions halfway.
err, function's one of the amaths topic.
see, i slacked like shit.
haa :|

went off around 7+,
got my black nail polish,
and the transparent one.
went home, attempted to paint my nails black.
but somehow i can't seem to do it right,
so i guess i shall leave it till december.

on the phone now.
and i think something bad is gonna happen sooon.
boooooo.

2004-06-16T20:27:00.000+08:00

i wasted my day away.
basically, i did no studying, just plain slacking.
blehs.
guess i'm gonna just finish up one chapter tonight.
and finish the remaining two tomorrow,
when i meet up with serene and geraldine to study.

baby said something really sweet just now :)
haha, he's having tuition now.
gonna call him when he gets home!

2004-06-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

wee :)
today's pretty perfect!

went woodlands library to study with baby!
finished two chapters of social studies.
left with three chapters,
for the secondary three syllabus.
then another six chapters,
in the secondary four syllabus.
and i'm done with social studies!
i must finish social studies by this week :)

left around 415pm for sakae sushi!
we had buffet :)
and i found out some habits of baby.
hoho, fussy eater.
then we had icecream!
i had chocolate and he had strawberry.
yumyum :)
so bloated after the meal!

walked around the mall,
went to hallmark but i didn't manage to find the happy house pouch i was looking for.
went popular and baby got a book,
harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban!
haha, he's deprived of entertainment!

then he sent me home,
sat at the void deck for a little while.
then we went up to my house,
passed him the charger for my player.
sent him down,
then i went to ntuc to get tidbits for my maid.

haha :)
enjoyed myself today!
had little conversations in between,
some kind of feeling i cannot describe in words.
but it's really really wonderful!

gonna stay at home to mug tomorrow.
shall finish the remaining three chapters in the secondary three syllabus.
then start a little on additional mathematics!
but i'll probably focus on a few topics,
like functions, differentiation and integration.
i guess so.

go listen to mario winans - i don't wanna know!

no wonder they say,
love is the little things you do.

2004-06-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

i just had my shower.
haha :)

went to meet geetha and geraldine at clementi,
after their social studies workshop.
we were supposed to go to the gym,
but had a change of plans.
studied at jurong east library instead.
i only finished three quarter of merger and separation.
accomplished so little today! :(

left around 630pm,
cus most of us had already lost concentration by then.
oh, kaili was with us earlier on :)
then came weizheng and izzat!
all the funny things start oozing :D
went to popular to get some stuffs,
got a pink file, black gel pen, and baby's slam.

headed home, ate dinner.
then looked through my exam timetable,
i'm running out of time already.
and i'm nowhere near the end for my revision.
dugged out all my a/emath stuffs.
sorted them out.
planning to go through a few amath topics tomorrow.
i'd better do so.

oh well.
baby's accompanying me to the library tomorrow :)
alright alright.
i guess i should be going back to sort out my stuffs.
and probably plan my revision.

2004-06-14T00:20:00.000+08:00

hms, reached home about 30 minutes ago.
bleahs.
went out to study today with baby,
at woodlands library.
the library was pretty deserted today.

i did social studies,
completed two chapters!
and i felt really sleepy.
haha, i slept at 1 the night before!
i was studying biology you see :)
then baby read the harry potter book,
while i studied.
and finally he finished the whole book, in two days!
he's an idiot :P

then we went searching for food,
and he sent me home.
then something stupid happened.
bleahs.
then he went off, and i went off too.

one hour later,
i left home with my mobile and ezlink only.
went down to his place,
at 7pm! so i reached around 815pm.
blah blah.
then my mom called,
i said i was in sengkang.
she was like, don't go home too late and stuffs.
okay so i guess things are all sweet and peachy now.

meeting geetha and geraldine after their workshop tomorrow.
going down to the gym,
and then we'll go study at je delifrance.

so far,
i've done 6 chapters on biology,
2 chapters on social studies.
hmms.
my first paper on the 1st of july would be english,
followed by combined humanities paper one which is social studies,
and additional mathematics paper one.
okay, guess i'll continue on social studies tomorrow.

i think baby dozed off already.
haha stupid pig.
oh well, shall go watch tv now.
toodles :/

2004-06-12T18:41:00.000+08:00

oh so, i woke up at 10 today.
my cousins were making a din in my room,
so i couldn't really go back to sleep.
they wanted to play gunbound,
so yeah whatever.

i went to bathe,
and went to my mom's room to watch tv.
some taiwanese drama; yuan wei de xia tian.
quite a nice show ba :)
smsed baby while watching the show,
until he got dragged out to play basketball with his brother.

then when the show ended,
i went out to the living room,
and sat at the dining table.
updated our diary, then i got quite bored.
so i took some pictures of our diary with my mobile!
using one of the pictures as my wallpaper now :)

then i went to ntuc with my maid,
cus i was craving for jellys.
bought some jelly, and pao pao guo dong.
you know the pao pao guo dong? yeah.
haha :)

i was planning to study in the afternoon,
but i got pretty pissed off with the people at home, so yeah.
i shall study later.

smsed baby and i whined.
okay, he managed to cheer me up a little!
his friends are dragging him out to distribute flyers later.
but he's reading my harry potter book now!
see! he's addicted too.
yay we're planning to buy the whole collection :)

okay, i'm gonna study in a little while.
planning to complete at least 3 to 4 chapters of biology today.
i mean, i must.
pre-prelims in 2 weeks time.
i've only started on biology.
haha, i'm so screwed.

meeting baby tomorrow.
hm, he said i can study tomorrow too.
and if i'm gonna do so,
he's gonna accompany me!
by doing his work, study or read harry potter.
haha so sweet! :)

ya, okay.
shall go get a can of paopao guo dong now :)
and study.

2004-06-11T22:12:00.000+08:00

i'm home! :)))

haha, bleahs.
had lessons in the morning.
then went home,
took a shower, ate my lunch!
pack my stuffs,
and went down to baby's place :)

haha, okay.
today's a happy day!
for me, at least.
got to see my baby :)

spent some time with him!
then he sent me home,
and then,
i decided to lend him my mp3 player,
since he is deprived of entertainment at home.
just nice,
my player's battery went flat.
so we had no choice,
he got to follow me home,
and i charged it for a little while,
while i transferred one of his favorite song in.
outkast - roses!

he refused to step into the house,
cus he was shy.
my mom was like, uh huh.
but anyway, it's not like they've never met lah.
act shy! haha.
so he waited outside at the staircase,
reading my harry potter book.
bleahs.

then after 30 minutes, i was finally done!
haha, i had a hard time searching for the song ok!
then i walked him down,
and walked back home.
:)))))

so now, both my mp3 player and harry potter book's with him.
haha :|
so i've no more excuses not to study eh.
yayaya, i'll study tomorrow,
i'm too whacked to study now.
waiting for my turn to shower!

haha :)
happyhappy :)))

2004-06-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

it's about 1045pm now!

hmm, let's see.
i completed 3 chapters of biology today.
cells, diffusion and osmosis, and enzymes!
there's still a long way to go.
there's a total of 21 chapters!
boo.

i still have combined physics/chemistry,
combined humanities; history/social studies,
additional and elementary maths!
erm, okay maybe not.
we've revision tests for chemistry and higher chinese,
so it isn't that bad.

hoho.
don't feel a sense of accomplishment at all!
i guess i'll go read my harry potter book for a little while,
and wait for baby's call :)

toodles :)

2004-06-10T16:58:00.000+08:00

i just woke up from my nap!
i feel like a pig,
cus i've been sleeping so much in the afternoon!

went to school for maths today,
english was cancelled cus mrs chua wasn't feel well i heard.
mm, yup.
tried very hard to pay attention!

i think i've kinda given up hope on myself to do well for both my e/a maths :(
i mean, i was progressing well in the beginning!
then everything starts slipping like a waterfall,
the syllabus gets so fucked up,
so bloody tough,
and it pretty much affected me.
tada!
so both maths results turned out so horrid.
and to think that i wanna bang on both my maths,
to get A1s :/
now i'm at lost.
hurhur.

why am i whining? :/
sigh.

baby's watch harry potter at cineleisure with his friends now!
while i'm stuck at home.
haha, bleahs :|
probably meeting him tomorrow :)))
then town on saturday with madeline!
haha i guess so.

i need to do something productive today.

2004-06-09T20:38:00.000+08:00

er, hmm.
i think things are fine now.

had amaths and english in the morning.
didn't pay attention during amaths,
i know nuts about vectors.
holycow.
did comprehension during english,
got back our oral comment slip.
i guess i didn't do that badly.

oh well.
went for lunch at long johns silver,
then to the jurong regional library with madeline.
did my comprehension there.
i took almost half an hour,
just to find an english dictionary.
haha.
i saw kokswee there too, yup.
then we went back around 530pm.

didn't do much at home,
just bathed.
i think my sister will be back tomorrow.
not too sure, haha.

pre-prelims in less than a month's time,
what the hell have you been doing eileen?
slack, slack, slack.
argh.

okay, i think i'll go read up on biology.
up till, 10pm.
good enough for a start?
i hope so.
sigh.

2004-06-08T17:17:00.000+08:00

:(
feeling fucking upset now,
a little hurt.

you're just telling him to enjoy himself,
you don't mean anything else.
you don't feel like talking so you said byebye to him,
and now?
he probably misunderstood you,
tada, another quarrel.

fuck.

maybe i'm just moodswinging.
because tomorrow's the 9th,
and my period is due on the 9th.
it'd better come.
so i'll die of horrible cramps.

i said fuck.

2004-06-08T12:31:00.000+08:00

had lessons just now,
10-1130!
maths's driving me mad :|

went straight home after dismissal,
so here i am.
my maid went to get lunch from the hawker centre opposite.
waiting for her to come home,
cus she promised to cook me potato wedges later!
:) yumyum.

S.H.E's on channel 8 now,
guess it's some repeat telecast.
hm, yep they're talented!
haha :)

pretty bored now,
sister left for camp this morning,
will be back on friday i think.

and baby's over at somerset for another literature course,
if i didn't remember wrongly.
booo i'm so bored.

planning to read my harry potter book later,
and do revision for exams in july.
probably reading through history later.
yup, i hope i do!

go listen to avril lavigne - nobody's home
super nice! :)))

okay, my maid's back!
toodles.

2004-06-07T19:50:00.000+08:00

harry potter's on channel 5 now!
haha, he's so cute!

had lessons in the morning!
biology was at 12 instead of 8.
yupyup.
went to jurong point after school,
with madeline :)
got my harry potter book.
mom's sponsoring my expenses on storybooks!
hee :)
i wanna get memoirs of a geisha too.

went on a mini window shopping spree.
saw a skirt over at 77th street!
i think i'll get it, maybe.
$36.90! any kind souls?
and this cute little pair of shoes!
$29.90! hahaha :)))
oh well,
maybe i'll get them,
and then again, maybe not.
we'll see :)

was reading my harry potter book,
and i think i missed the chance,
of talking to baby online! :(
but he left me a note,
hehe so sweet :) mwahs!
guess he's over at his friend's place.
lalala.

my sister's going for a camp at school tomorrow!
3 days and 2 nights i think.
haha :)

okay, gonna go watch harry potter now!
gryffindor wins! :)
i like the scar on his forehead,
so cool!
i love my baby too... :)

2004-06-06T19:05:00.000+08:00

so i went to town yesterday!
bought a pair of sandals from ink :)
i've a fetish for shoes, pouches and earrings now.
wahaha :)

shopped around in town for a few hours,
geraldine came,
took neoprints! :)))
then we went to cinelesiure for lunch.
and went off to suntec city!

geraldine told me she saw the bastard,
and gang at annex.
oh whatever,
i'm happy i didn't see him
he's a YUCK!
qian will agree :)))

caught harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban.
wasn't too bad :)
interested to buy the book now though!
but i don't think i should yet,
if only i could read my textbook like how,
the others are reading harry potter; non-stop.
like pringles!
once you pop, you can't stop.

walked to the esplanade after the show :)
haha, pretty pretty sight!
the breeze was, wow.
haa :)
i wanna go there again!

dumdum, then i got home around 9+,
close to 10.

woke up an hour later than the usual 730,
on sunday mornings.
haha, i was tired you see!
bathed, packed my stuffs,
and went down to baby's place.
yawns.

ate before i left for home,
haha,
he sent me home!
okay, bickered over stupid things on the way home.
funny, bleahs :P
oooh i miss him already.
pig!

yay boring, end of week one.
school again tomorrow,
but no more 730-930 slots!
:)))
feel like going to town again tomorrow.
haha.

okay, there's biology at 8 tomorrow!
yawnns.
never mind, ending early :)
haha,
poor d&t students!
;)

goodbye!

2004-06-05T10:37:00.000+08:00

hohoho :)
meeting geetha and karen at 1230pm later!

woke up to reply baby's sms in the morning,
yep he still got to go to school,
on a saturday morning!
for some literature course.
boo :|

then i slept till 10 i think,
told my maid to get me some food on her way back from my mom's coffeeshop.
so now i'm waiting for food.
then i'll go prepare myself,
and get ready to go out :)))

i think i'll arrive a few minutes later,
since the both of them are always late.
haha, i've learnt my lesson :X
lalala.

okay, update later :)

i miss you.

2004-06-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

was too tired to update the past few days!

so i went shopping on vesak day.
got a denim skirt from far east,
and nothing else.
haha, bleahs :/
this pair of sandals caught my eye!
most probably getting it tomorrow,
since i'm going out with the girls.

got my mp3 player yesterday!
haha :)
okay, i should be contented with what i have.
aheeeeem.

going to watch harry potter tomorrow!
with geetha, geraldine and karen,
at suntec city :)
going on a mini shopping spree before the movie.
gonna get my sandals!
haha hopefully :)

first week of june is passing by already.
booo ;/
dumdeedumdum.

okay, gonna go wait for baby's call :)

2004-06-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

haha, school was sucky today! so boring, getting a little sick of books, books and more books -.-

anyway, i met baby after school today, instead of going to town with geetha, karen and geraldine. haha :) we went to causeway point. yep, roamed about for a little while and decided to catch a movie, so we watched shrek 2! haha, it's damn funny, pretty sweet! :)

then when shrek ended, baby was like, 'eh, wanna go watch the day after tomorrow?' so i said yeah okay. haha, so we went, and caught the 535pm show :) the day after tomorrow is definitely a must watch! it's damn damn damn nice, whoa, you should watch it for yourself man. the effects are really good. haha :) and i love the storyline! so touching :))) oh, i forgot what's the guy's name... he's sam in the story, ah so damn cute!!! hahaha :) lalala.

ooh vesak day tomorrow, going out shopping with my mom :) hopefully it'll be fruitful! haha. i've so much work to do, but i'm just so reluctant to lay my hands on them. a chinese composition, letter writing, vectors homework, history structured essay, revise for chemistry test, and revise for english oral.

booooo.

2004-05-31T16:34:00.000+08:00

hoho, just deposited money into my posb account!
now i have money!
wahaha, not really though.

i just remembered that i have homework on vectors that's due tomorrow.
i'm shit!
:| and i need to study for my chemistry test.
yawn.

i think baby's still sleeping.
haha, he's coming after his english oral tomorrow!

can't wait for the shopping trip on wednesday,
but i can predict that i'll be damn grouchy.
cus it's vesak day,
and the great singapore sale is on!

i just ate bread with chilli tuna,
yum :D

okay lah, go dig for my vectors homework.
i bet i'm gonna have difficulties doing them.
shitheads.